Day 3 - Herbal Detox

DAY 3!!! I've lost 3 pounds!!
Still going strong.
Today I had Alpine cereal for breakfast,
a green tea and blueberry's for lunch and a shrimp,
cranberry, goat cheese, spinach salad.
AND I'm going to have blueberry's and Melon for desert!

PS! I'm working on my 3rd job! Hopefully serving!! YAY! :)
I just had my interview today i find out tomorrow or Wednesday morning!

Catch you Later!
Sandy  xxx

Day 1 Herbal Detox!

I started it today!
Day 1- done and done.
6 pills a day and 40 drops of this herbal bottle.
I had mixed Alpine for breakfast with a tiny bit of skim mix, and almond milk to drink.
Then I had a gluten-free and lactose free lasagna for dinner.
I didn't eat lunch because I had to work through it.
Tonight I plan having plain pop corn and a frozen juice popsical (Allowed one juice per day) :)

Trying hard, Staying Strong.
Sandy xxx

LOVE LOVE LOVE

This is a first.

I love my new job!

Everyone is so happy and friendly, everyone is new so were all on the same page. 

Good hours, good food. happy people.

I'm hoping thing carry on great! 

I need to start raking in the cash. 

I need 4 grand more and school will be PAID. 

I then need at least 20 grand for rent and living. 

I CAN DO THIS!!!

I'm going back to dance soon!

If not this week then next week!

 I PROMISE! 

I can't miss it again, 

I need it.

I'm going back to my spinach and goat cheese lunch, with a tiny dinner.

I think this will be a good diet to start my way back to long term fasting. 

I have put on a hell of a lot of weight in the past 2 months I'm embarrassed to say how much it is.

Wish me luck!

Love you all!!!!

Sandyy xxx

P.S. Some reason I have developed a passion for reading very provocative books. 

Any reason why this would be?

New Job!!

I ended up quitting my hotel job as well, due to the fact they decided that we don't get a break unless we work over 6 hours, (Labor law clearly states a worker is entitled to a 30 minutes brake after 5 hours).
Then, on top of that they want to pay us by the rooms. That is a half hour per room we clean, we don't get paid for setting up our cart, we don't get paid for cleaning up either and if we cant clean the room because a guest hasn't left yet we don't get paid. Its crap.

However, I got a new job!!! I work at a steakhouse and bar restaurant, this time as a line cook!!
I start training today! I'm so excited!
And the best thing, is that it hasn't opened yet, its bran new to town so everyone is new and training!

Gotta go finish getting ready!
Sandy!! xxx

Finally I have a voice.

When I handed in my resignation letter at my restaurant job, I wrote the reason why I was quitting being about the manager that was harassing and bullying me. I also told him exactly what he said to me. Never did I imagine he would get head office involved. 

They called me tonight to ask me how I was doing, and to get a bit more information on the situation. They were very kind, and wanted to make sure I knew that I had a voice, and that they were very upset about the situation and it will be dealt with. 

Here is what actually happened that night, the reason I quit... (names removed to protect there identities)...
The manager started off the night by yelling at me and threatened my job telling me to keep busy. So I went out of my way to keep busy. After 2 hours I went to the back to have a drink. The manager followed me back there and yelled at me again, this time in front of my coworker and the kitchen staff. I tried to tell him that I hadn't had a drink in 2 1/2 hours and I was dehydrated but he told me off saying he was tired of hearing all the stupid excuses. He again asked me if I wanted to keep my job threatening that he was going to fire me if he had to talk to me again. He then asked me if I knew why I was getting shitty hours, I said it was because of my availability and he replied “no your getting shitty hours and shitty sections because of your shitty work ethics. Your hours and sections are a reflection of you” He then told me to really think hard about what he’s talked to me about if I want to keep my job. Then just before I left he said again, in front of everyone, to think hard about what he talked to me about. 

He has upset so many workers there its ridiculous. I can't work there if he is there. The only way I could go back was if they fired him. But I have no idea whats going to happen.

I started looking for a new job today, but so far I haven't had much luck. This time of year its hard to find a job. I completely missed hiring season. 

But we shall see, 

I'll keep you updated.

Thank you for all the support and comments

My life feels like I'm on a never ending roller coster in the middle of a storm.

Sandy  xxx

Quit my job :(

Well, I ended up quitting my serving job.
The manager was being an asshole to me. Harassing and belittling me. I couldn't take it anymore.
I don't care how much money I was making. A job is not worth it if its causing me to cry after every shift.
Time to get the resumes out.

Staying Strong
Sandy xxx